The unknown

Not knowing …
indifference
no problem … no life …
Not knowing …
fearing the unknown
fearing not knowing

Not knowing …
something is
I don’t know what is
yet awareness touches some border

Not knowing …
no tolerance for not knowing
I fill in the not knowing
Not knowing …
I filled the not knowing
I react to my own filling

Not knowing …
living my self generated reality
living in separation
living in delusion
Not knowing …

delusion
confusion
disconnection
deprivation
scarcity
misery
Not knowing …
Stop !
this hurts too much

Not knowing …
Walking back from misery
Facing (the experience of) Reality
Not knowing …
owning MY Reality
accepting ownership

Not knowing …
am I generating MY Reality?
question towards some knowing …
Not knowing …
awareness dawning
I see, I feel, I am aware of what I do
awareness towards knowing

Not knowing …
owning own creations
I did the filling
I reacted to the filling
responsibility towards knowing
Not knowing …
Stop hurting !
wanting a better state
yes to happiness

Not knowing …
pain
happiness
driving engines
Now knowing …
owning own power
choice is power
Not knowing …
I choose
I change

Not knowing …
I change
life responds
Not knowing …
I choose to stop filling
my reactions stop

Not knowing …
I choose courage – curiosity – presence – mindfulness
consciousness rises
Not knowing …
consciousness penetrating the unknown
awareness rising

Not knowing …
unknown becoming known
knowing
Not knowing …
knowing
living the knowing

Not knowing …
living Reality
connection – oneness – flow – connectedness – unity
Not knowing …
life does the filling
alive – joy – meaning – sense – peace – purpose –
stillness

Not knowing …
understanding
new unknowing …

Tuesday, May 17th, 2016, Jan Janssen